I, too, lived-which I had not done before, and which I could still do. I lived into the depths, and the depths began to speak. The depths taught me the other truth. It thus united sense and nonsense in me. I had to recognize that I am only the expression and symbol of the soul. In the sense of the spirit of the depths, I am as I am in this visible world a symbol of my soul, and I am thoroughly a serf, completely subjugated, utterly obedient. The spirit of the depths taught me to say: "I am the servant of a child." Through this dictum I learn above all the most extreme humility, as what I most need.
In this reflection, the author expresses a profound awakening to a deeper aspect of existence. They realize that by engaging with their inner depths, they discover truths that unify various facets of their being. Through this exploration, they recognize themselves as a mere expression of a deeper soul, embodying both meaning and absurdity in life. This understanding leads to a significant insight about humility and servitude.
The essence of this journey is encapsulated in the notion that the author is a servant to innocence, symbolizing the humility that they realize is essential for their growth. It reflects a powerful shift in perspective, where embracing one's role as a servant enables a fuller understanding of oneself and the world. This acknowledgment of servitude is not a sign of weakness but rather a pathway to profound wisdom and connection with the soul's true purpose.
