In this passage from Haruki Murakami's "After the Quake," Junpei reflects on his desire to explore new storytelling themes, particularly focusing on individuals who dream and yearn for daylight to reconnect with those they cherish. He expresses a deep longing to write about the hopes and struggles of these people, highlighting the transformative power of light and love in contrast to darkness.
However, despite his aspirations, Junpei finds himself in a position of responsibility, needing to protect a woman and a girl from external threats. His determination is unwavering, as he vows to guard them fiercely against anyone who might seek to confine or harm them, regardless of the challenges he faces. This internal conflict between his creative ambitions and his protective instincts showcases a profound sense of duty and devotion.