In Franz Kafka's "Letters to Felice," the author expresses deep uncertainty about his identity and self-perception. He wishes for the ability to physically engage with the chaotic and confusing nature of his existence. This reflects a struggle between his desire to understand himself and the contradictions that cloud his inner thoughts.
Kafka articulates a lack of clarity regarding his feelings, admitting that his opinions are not fully formed even as he contemplates them. This internal struggle leads to a complicated relationship with self-judgment, as he grapples with the obscured aspects of his psyche that prevent him from accepting himself entirely.