The speaker reflects on their struggle with an extraordinary condition, feeling that if it were just a typical illness, healing would be possible. Instead, they face a unique and terrifying battle with metaphorical demons that have shattered their life. This sense of isolation is compounded by the lack of understanding from others, who cannot grasp the depth of their suffering.

As a result, the speaker has resigned themselves to a solitary existence, accepting that their experience is one that others cannot share or comprehend. They feel trapped in this reality, highlighting the profound loneliness that accompanies their journey, suggesting that this is now their new normal.