In Diana Gabaldon's "Voyager," the protagonist grapples with feelings of betrayal upon discovering that Jamie Fraser may have been involved with Lord John Grey. This revelation shakes her perception of Jamie, making her question his character and the integrity of their relationship. The notion that he could engage in such secrecy leads her to believe that there must be more to the situation than she initially understands.

Jamie’s potential romantic involvement with another man, particularly someone like Lord John, prompts a deeper reflection on trust and the complexities of love. The protagonist's confusion illustrates the challenges of navigating feelings and relationships, especially when assumptions are challenged. Her desire for clarity underscores the emotional turmoil she faces as she seeks to reconcile this new information with her previous beliefs about Jamie.