In "Oryx and Crake," Margaret Atwood presents a dystopian world that prompts readers to question the nature of existence and morality. The protagonist grapples with feelings of confusion and disorientation, leading to the poignant reflection on whether their reality resembles purgatory. This metaphor highlights the characters' struggles with their past choices and the consequences that haunt them.
The comparison of their current experience to first grade implies a regression to a simpler, yet still troubling, phase of life. It suggests a loss of maturity and autonomy, portraying a cyclical return to the innocence of childhood amid the chaos of a broken world. Atwood effectively evokes a sense of disillusionment with how personal and societal failures echo the innocence lost in the early stages of life.