It had been me-it had always been me. And Ren-oh my God-Ren was here to find and kill me, because the prince of the mother freaking Otherworld was free in the mortal realm. The Prince was here to knock up a halfling, to make an apocalypse baby . . . with me. Me. I was going to vomit. Like all over the hardwood floors of my bedroom.
The protagonist comes to a shocking realization that she has been the target all along, grappling with the gravity of the situation. The revelation that Ren, who poses a significant threat, has come to track her down creates a wave of panic. She learns that his intentions are dire, linked to an impending apocalypse that would arise from their connection.
This unsettling truth sends her spiraling into nausea, highlighting her fear and desperation. The thought of becoming a vessel for immense power and destruction weighs heavily on her, emphasizing her vulnerability in a world where she is supposed to be safe.