It seemed to him that he had been afraid all his life, but in recent years, or so it seemed, he had learned how to take a step into his fear, how to take the action which frightened him most {and so could free him the most}. He did not do it always, who could? but he had come to think that the secret to growth was to be brave a little more than one was cowardly, simple as that, indeed
The protagonist reflects on his lifelong struggle with fear, realizing that in recent times, he has learned to confront his fears directly. This newfound courage enables him to take actions that once terrified him, providing a sense of liberation. Although he doesn't always succeed in facing his fears, he understands that personal growth involves summoning a bit more bravery than cowardice.
This insight is straightforward yet profound, emphasizing that incremental bravery can lead to significant personal development. The narrative suggests that embracing fear, rather than being paralyzed by it, is key to overcoming obstacles and achieving freedom.
