Later, I am still awake because I'm not very good at sleeping and I'm achy so I'm feeling tender toward him. Instead of nudging him awake, telling him to go home, I watch him sleep.
In Roxane Gay's "Difficult Women," the narrator finds herself unable to sleep due to physical discomfort. This restlessness leads to a moment of tenderness towards the person sleeping beside her. Rather than wake him or encourage him to leave, she chooses to observe him quietly, reflecting on her feelings and the intimacy of the moment.
This decision highlights her emotional complexity, showing how vulnerability can foster a deeper connection. Even amidst her own discomfort, she appreciates his presence, which signifies a mix of comfort, affection, and perhaps a longing for connection in a challenging time.
