In "Journey to Munich" by Jacqueline Winspear, the protagonist experiences a wave of memories that overwhelm her. The intensity of grief engulfs her, pulling her into a deep emotional turmoil, creating a sense of loss. This profound moment leaves her feeling isolated and longing for escape from her pain.
She grapples with two contrasting desires: the wish to sleep indefinitely to avoid her sorrow or the resolve to live fiercely in memory of those she has lost. This internal conflict illustrates the struggle between despair and the hope of honoring loved ones through her continued existence.