The protagonist reflects on the challenges and pressures of his demanding job, which involves constant travel. He feels overwhelmed by the stresses associated with trade, believing they exceed those of office work. The difficulties of being on the road include dealing with unreliable train schedules, poor food, and shallow interpersonal connections that lack depth and sincerity.

This contemplation leads him to a sense of frustration and resignation. He finds the transient nature of his work and relationships burdensome, expressing a desire to escape from these relentless pressures and the disappointments that come with them.