Do you believe me? And that's when I got it right with the faithful truth: that that anger was in me, produced, was mine without another owner, like a loose and blind thing. People were not to blame at that time I was strolling thinking about them. Today, what finally I meditate more on this covert agency of life, I wonder: is it the same with the drunkenness of love? Toleima.
The narrator reflects on their emotional state, realizing that anger was an innate part of them, not something caused by others. This anger felt wild and uncontrolled, highlighting a personal struggle that wasn't attributed to external sources. The introspection leads to a broader understanding of one's feelings, suggesting that they stem from within rather than from the actions of others.
As the narrator continues to ponder these emotions, they draw a parallel between anger and the intoxicating feeling of love. They question whether love's passion can be similarly perceived as an overwhelming force that arises independently within a person. This contemplation invites deeper reflection on the nature of human emotions and the personal responsibility one holds for their own feelings.