In the book "Torn" by Jennifer L. Armentrout, the protagonist expresses a sense of disbelief and resignation about desiring something she feels is unattainable. She compares her situation to the famous song by Taylor Swift that emphasizes the finality of never getting what she wants, suggesting that it's a far-off dream beyond reach.
This quote encapsulates the character's struggle with longing and the futility of her hopes. The reference to Taylor Swift highlights the depth of her feelings, making it clear that her aspirations are as unlikely to materialize as the concept of "never-ever" implies.