Several of the girls at the party had had sex, something which sounded appealing but only if it could happen with blindfolds in a time warp plus amnesia
In "The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake" by Aimee Bender, the protagonist grapples with complex feelings about sexuality and intimacy. The mention of girls at a party who have experienced sex highlights a blend of curiosity and apprehension. The idea of such experiences being desirable yet overwhelming suggests a longing for exploration juxtaposed with a desire for emotional detachment.
The imagery of blindfolds, time warps, and amnesia illustrates a wish to escape the emotional weight that often accompanies sexual experiences. This reflects the inner conflict of wanting freedom and adventure while simultaneously craving ignorance of the emotional consequences, painting a nuanced picture of youthful exploration in the face of vulnerability.