In "The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake" by Aimee Bender, the protagonist grapples with complex feelings about sexuality and intimacy. The mention of girls at a party who have experienced sex highlights a blend of curiosity and apprehension. The idea of such experiences being desirable yet overwhelming suggests a longing for exploration juxtaposed with a desire for emotional detachment.
The imagery of blindfolds, time warps, and amnesia illustrates a wish to...