She had lost her baby, and where was she? She hoped that her baby was happy and would be waiting for her when she left Botswana and went to heaven. Would Mr. J.L.B. Matekoni get round to naming a wedding date before then? She hoped so, although he certainly seemed to be taking his time. Perhaps they could get married in heaven, if he left it too late. That would certainly be cheaper.
The character grapples with profound loss following the death of her baby, pondering the possibility of reunion in the afterlife. She wishes for her child’s happiness in heaven and reflects on her current situation in Botswana. This longing for connection with her lost child brings a sense of melancholy to her thoughts.
Amid her grief, she also contemplates the status of her relationship with Mr. J.L.B. Matekoni, wondering if he will finally set a date for their wedding. Although she feels anxious about the delay, she humorously considers the idea of marrying in heaven if he waits too long, suggesting a blend of hope and resignation in her outlook on both life and love.
