The character grapples with profound loss following the death of her baby, pondering the possibility of reunion in the afterlife. She wishes for her child’s happiness in heaven and reflects on her current situation in Botswana. This longing for connection with her lost child brings a sense of melancholy to her thoughts.

Amid her grief, she also contemplates the status of her relationship with Mr. J.L.B. Matekoni, wondering if he will finally set a date for their wedding. Although she feels anxious about the delay, she humorously considers the idea of marrying in heaven if he waits too long, suggesting a blend of hope and resignation in her outlook on both life and love.