In A.S. Byatt's "Babel Tower," the protagonist grapples with the complexities of marriage and the fear that comes with its dissolution. The quote illustrates her internal conflict; she is terrified that a divorce would grant her the freedom she yearns for, a freedom she overlooked when she entered into marriage. This paradox highlights her struggle between the desire for autonomy and the fears tied to separation.

The character’s fear of divorce symbolizes a broader commentary on societal expectations of marriage. Initially, she saw marriage as an obligation and a secure framework, but now she recognizes it as a constraint. By confronting her fears, she navigates the difficult emotions associated with both her marital bond and the prospect of liberation, revealing the complicated nature of love and commitment.