She wasn't sure what she wanted to do, except that she knew that if she fooled around for long enough, without fretting, or nagging herself, she'd find out.
In "His Dark Materials" by Philip Pullman, the character reflects on her uncertainty regarding her future and desires. She realizes that instead of pressuring herself with worry or questions about what to pursue, she should allow herself the freedom to explore. This exploration without self-imposed constraints could lead her to discover her true passions and aspirations.
This approach emphasizes the importance of patience and self-acceptance in the journey of self-discovery. By not rushing or stressing over choices, she opens up to possibilities, suggesting that clarity often comes through the experience of living and experimenting rather than forcing an immediate answer.
