After resigning from his job, the protagonist finds himself at a crossroads, contemplating his future. Initially faced with uncertainty, he soon recognizes a dark yet straightforward path before him. This realization leads him to consider becoming an alcoholic, a choice that seems to provide clarity, albeit in a troubling way.

This decision marks a significant turning point in his life, illustrating how resignation from professional responsibilities can sometimes lead to self-destructive behaviors. The character's journey reflects themes of disillusionment and the search for identity amid chaos, as depicted in Richard Russo's "Everybody’s Fool."