So, instead of panicking, I closed my eyes and spent the twenty minutes' drive with Edward.I imagined that I had stayed at the airport to meet Edward. I visualized how I would stand on my toes, the sooner to see his face. How quickly, how gracefully he would move through the crowds of people separating us. And then I would run to close those last few feet between us - reckless as always - and I would be in his marble arms, finally safe.
The narrator experiences a wave of emotion and anticipation during a drive, reflecting on their feelings for Edward. Instead of succumbing to anxiety about the situation, they choose to visualize a moment where they reunite with him at the airport. This imaginative exercise serves as a comforting escape, allowing them to focus on the joy of their connection rather than the stress of their circumstances.
In their mind, the narrator pictures themselves eagerly looking for Edward amidst the crowd, excitedly preparing to bridge the distance between them. The romantic imagery of running into his embrace highlights the depth of their feelings, portraying Edward as a source of safety and warmth. This inner fantasy reveals the profound bond they share, emphasizing the power of love and hope even in uncertain times.
