The protagonist perceives her time in conventional society as a quest to discover suitable partners for marriage, despite her own wavering commitment to the idea of marriage itself. This search reflects her desire for a meaningful connection with someone who embodies the qualities she values.
She is on the lookout for a well-rounded individual who not only possesses stable, responsible traits but also exudes vibrancy, humor, and a spirit of adventure. This search reveals her internal conflict between societal expectations and her personal aspirations.