Some days I do appreciate things more, eggs, flowers, but then I decide I'm only having an attack of sentimentality, my brain going pastel Technicolor, like a beautiful-sunset greeting cards they used to make so many of in California. High-gloss hearts. The danger is grayout.
In "The Handmaid's Tale," the narrator reflects on moments of heightened appreciation for simple joys like eggs and flowers. These feelings, however, are quickly recognized as temporary sentimental whims, akin to the overly romanticized images found in California's sunset greeting cards. This contrast highlights the fragility of such emotions amidst a harsh reality.
The narrator's awareness of this sentimentality suggests a deeper struggle between appreciating beauty and facing the risk of emotional numbness, referred to as "grayout." It emphasizes the tension between genuine connection to the world and the danger of becoming desensitized in a challenging environment.
