The poems that used to entrance me in the days of Miss Violence now struck me as overdone and sickly. -the archaic language of unrequited love. I was irritated with such words, which rendered the unhappy lovers-I could now see-faintly ridiculous, like poor moping Miss Violence herself. Soft-edged, blurry, soggy, like a bun fallen into the water. Nothing you'd want to touch
The speaker reflects on how her perception of certain poems has shifted over time. Once captivated by the passionate expressions of unrequited love, she now finds them excessively sentimental and somewhat absurd. The formerly enchanting language now feels archaic and evokes a sense of pity for the lovesick characters, including the figure of Miss Violence, whom she compares to a soggy bun. This change in perspective highlights her growing disillusionment with overly romanticized notions of love.
This transformation illustrates a deeper understanding of the complexities of emotions and relationships. The once alluring language now appears ironic and diminishes the dignity of the characters lost in their melancholy. The vivid imagery of something undesirable adds to her frustration, signifying a desire for more authenticity in expression. The evolution of her views suggests a broader journey toward maturity and a rejection of unrealistic romantic ideals.
