The world did not have me in mind; it had no mind. It was a coincidental collection of things and people, of items, an I myself was one such item...the things in the world did not necessarily cause my overwhelming feelings; the feelings were inside me, beneath my skin, behind my ribs, withing my skull. They were even, to some extent, under my control.
Annie Dillard reflects on the nature of existence and personal feelings in her work "An American Childhood." She suggests that the world operates independently of individual emotions, portraying it as a random assortment of objects and people. This perspective highlights that external circumstances do not inherently dictate one's feelings; rather, those emotions originate from within each person.
Dillard indicates that her emotional responses are internally generated and manageable, emphasizing personal agency. By illustrating the disconnect between the external world and internal experiences, she invites readers to consider how much control they have over their own perceptions and feelings, ultimately suggesting a profound relationship between self-awareness and emotional regulation.
