After graduating, the author reflects on how life experiences transformed him from an eager graduate into someone more cynical. He moved to New York City filled with hope and ambitions, ready to showcase his talents. However, the reality he faced was disappointing, as he realized that the world was indifferent to his aspirations.

During his early twenties, the author felt lost and disillusioned while managing everyday responsibilities like paying rent and searching for jobs. This period was marked by uncertainty and questions about his future, as he grappled with the challenges of adult life and the lack of opportunities that made him doubt his worth.