The speaker reflects on a past infatuation with a man she became infatuated with, which led her to develop unrealistic expectations. As she cultivated feelings for him, she eventually recognized that her emotions were misplaced, contributing to a sense of foolishness regarding her initial attraction. This moment of clarity revealed that he wasn’t the right match for her at all.

Her feelings of sadness stem from both the realization that their potential relationship was nothing more than a fantasy and the embarrassment of misjudging him. Ultimately, her experience serves as a reminder of the complexities of attraction and self-awareness.