What has she done, what has she done? She's cut herself off from people she truly needs. Yet despite the fear of what she's done, she knows it's the right thing. The atmosphere in the apartment was toxic. She had to get away from them, and wasn't it him who was slowly cutting himself off from her?
The character reflects on her recent choices and the isolation she has imposed on herself. Despite the pain of distancing from those she cares about, she believes it's the necessary action to take. The environment within her living situation has become unbearable, indicating a deep-rooted toxicity that she can no longer endure.
Simultaneously, she acknowledges that the relationship was already strained, with the other person gradually pulling away from her. This...
