In this excerpt from "A Breath of Snow and Ashes" by Diana Gabaldon, the character expresses deep concern about their ability to protect a loved one and others. They express a willingness to sacrifice themselves if necessary but are tormented by the thought of dying too soon and failing in their duty. This highlights the emotional weight of responsibility they feel for their family and loved ones.
The dialogue also reveals the character's hope and determination, as they instruct their partner to prioritize the safety and well-being of their children if the worst should happen. The promise to wait signifies a profound bond and the understanding that love transcends even the most dire circumstances.