When I am no longer desperate, when I have got all this sorted out, I promise you here and now that I will never ever complain again about how the shop is doing, or about the soullessness of modern pop music, or the stingy fillings you get in the sandwich bar up the road {£1.60 for egg mayonnaise and crispy bacon, and none of us have ever had more than four pieces of crispy bacon in a whole round yet} or anything at all. I will beam beatifically at all times, just from sheer relief.
The speaker expresses a profound sense of desperation and frustration regarding various aspects of life, from the state of their shop to modern pop music and unsatisfactory food portions. The detailed observation of the £1.60 sandwich, particularly the lack of bacon, symbolizes a broader dissatisfaction with trivial yet impactful experiences that collectively contribute to their stress.
However, there is a promise of transformation in the future. Once the speaker finds resolution and relief from their struggles, they vow to stop complaining about life's minor inconveniences. Instead, they envision a more positive, serene demeanor, filled with gratitude and joy, highlighting the significant impact that overcoming adversity can have on one’s outlook on life.
