Would he have the courage to face the dreadful Highland charge? He couldn't bring himself to mention his fears even to Hector. Hector loved him, but Hector was twenty, tall and muscular and fearless, with a lieutenant's commission and dashing stories of battles fought in France. He didn't know, even now, whether it had been an urge to emulate Hector, or merely to impress him, that had led him to do it. In either case, when he saw the Highlander in the wood, and recognized him from the broadsheets as the notorious Red Jamie Fraser, he had determined to kill or capture him.
The protagonist is filled with trepidation at the thought of confronting the Highland charge in battle. He grapples with his fears but cannot share them, even with his close friend Hector, who represents the ideal of bravery and valor. Hector's youthful confidence and experiences starkly contrast with the protagonist's internal struggle, igniting feelings of inadequacy and a desire to prove himself.
When he encounters the infamous Red Jamie Fraser, a figure he recognized from the broadsheets, the protagonist resolves to either kill or capture him. This decision is fueled by his conflicting motivations: a mix of wanting to mirror Hector's bravery and a need to showcase his own courage. The moment is pivotal, highlighting the protagonist's desire to overcome his fears while also wrestling with the heavy burden of expectation.
