Waiting is an ordeal. In waiting, souls are torn apart. In waiting, time dies and is aware of its death. The future is based on clear premises, but it may have contradictory endings. Let everyone anxious from the cup of worry play whatever he wants
The quote conveys the deep anguish that comes with waiting, suggesting that it can feel torturous and can even fracture the spirit. It emphasizes how the experience of waiting can diminish the perception of time, making it feel like an agonizing and conscious decay.
Moreover, the future is portrayed as uncertain, built on clear expectations yet potentially leading to conflicting outcomes. The reference to anxiety suggests that people cope with their worries in various ways, highlighting the complexities of human emotion and anticipation as depicted in Naguib Mahfouz's work, "The Harafish."
