When we seek help but receive none, it can feel like a denial, leading to feelings of anger and disbelief. On a conscious level, we may convince ourselves that no one is available to assist us, but deep down, the act of asking creates a sense of expectation that, when unmet, intensifies our frustration. This sentiment echoes Samuel Beckett's quote about the absence of assistance, highlighting a universal struggle with feelings of abandonment in our times of need.

The experience of disappointment is not exclusive to those who doubt; even believers face these "he-doesn't-exist-the-bastard" moments. In fact, believers may encounter more instances of such disappointment because they often engage more deeply in their faith. This frequent return to seeking divine support can lead to repeated letdowns, making the coexistence of hope and frustration a significant aspect of the spiritual journey, as explored by Francis Spufford in "Unapologetic."