In "The Beginning of Spring," Ben is troubled by his new fountain pen, called the Blackbird. Despite the manufacturer's assurance that it won't leak, he is skeptical, as experiences have shown him otherwise. He feels a burden from the pen and desires to relinquish this responsibility, but he is also concerned about maintaining his self-respect in doing so. Ben's hesitation to fully embrace the Blackbird symbolizes a broader theme of uncertainty and the struggle to balance personal dignity with the practical challenges of life. This creates a relatable conflict for anyone who has grappled with the weight of expectations and appearances while navigating the intricacies of their responsibilities.

In "The Beginning of Spring," Ben is troubled by his new fountain pen, called the Blackbird. Despite the manufacturer's assurance that it won't leak, he is skeptical, as experiences have shown him otherwise. He feels a burden from the pen and desires to relinquish this responsibility, but he is also concerned about maintaining his self-respect in doing so.

Ben's hesitation to fully embrace the Blackbird symbolizes a broader theme of uncertainty and the struggle to balance personal dignity with the practical challenges of life. This creates a relatable conflict for anyone who has grappled with the weight of expectations and appearances while navigating the intricacies of their responsibilities.