Mazer,我不想继续做这些梦。我害怕睡觉。我总是在想一些我不想记住的事情。我的一生一直在上演,就好像我是一个录音机,而其他人想观看我生命中最可怕的部分
(Mazer, i don't want to keep dreaming these things. I'm afraid to sleep. I keep thinking of things i don't want to remember. My whole life keeps playing out as if i were a recorder and someone else wanted to watch the most terrible parts of my life)