...想着他一生中的每一天...哦，是的，他对自己说。哦，是的，你愿意。你想到某人。他充满了你的世界。他全都是你，一个存在，你想着他。您无能为力，因为他总是在您的思想中。但是，当然，当您在想他时，他都没有在想您。那是最难的事情。这就是使它非常非常困难的原因。如此艰难，有时候你只是坐在那里，让痛苦洗过你。痛苦，空虚。
(...thinking about somebody every day of his life... oh yes, he said to himself. Oh yes, you do. You think about somebody. He fills your world. He is all about you, a presence, and you think about him; you can't help it, because he's always there, in your thoughts. But you know, of course, that all the while you're thinking about him, he's not thinking about you. That's the hardest thing about it. That's what makes it so very, very hard to bear. So hard that sometimes you just sit there and let the misery wash over you; the misery, the emptiness.)