All the time I was away," Lyra said, "I never thought about that. All I thought about was just the time I was in, just the present. There were plenty of times when I thought I didn't get a future at all. And now... Well, suddenly finding I've got a whole life to live, but no...but no idea what to do with it, well, it's like having the alethiometer but no idea how to read it.
In this reflection, Lyra expresses her profound realization about life and the passage of time. While she was away, her focus was solely on the present moment, as she grappled with the uncertainty surrounding her future. The weight of not knowing what lies ahead made her feel as if her life were limited and predefined, leading her to spend her time immersed in what's immediately before her.
Now, with the discovery...
