The protagonist grapples with the dual challenge of confronting her father and defining her true purpose. She contemplates the implications of her discovery's properties, particularly regarding its potential use against dragons. This moment of reflection leads her to question her motivations and whether she truly desires to kill dragons.

Ultimately, her ambition stems from a deep-seated need to accomplish something significant and to excel in her endeavors. The desire to prove herself and to engage in a meaningful pursuit drives her forward in this quest, as she faces the daunting task ahead.