Dolly'd given him a white silk scarf as a parting present. He didn't know how she'd managed the money for it and she wouldn't let him ask, just settled it round his neck inside his flight jacket. Somebody'd told her the Spitfire pilots all wore them, to save the constant collar chafing, and she meant him to have one. It felt nice, he'd admit that. Made him think of her touch when she'd put it on him. He pushed the thought hastily aside; the last thing he could afford to do was start thinking about his wife, if he ever hoped to get back to her. And he did mean to get back to her. Where
In the story, the protagonist receives a heartfelt gift from his wife, Dolly, in the form of a white silk scarf. He is curious about how she managed to buy it but respects her wish not to discuss the matter. She places the scarf around his neck inside his flight jacket, knowing it is a common accessory among Spitfire pilots to prevent collar chafing. The physical sensation of the scarf reminds him of her nurturing presence and touch, leading to a moment of vulnerability.
Despite the warmth the gift brings, he quickly pushes those feelings aside. He understands that dwelling on thoughts of his wife could distract him from his focus and responsibilities. His determination to return to her remains strong, and he knows that maintaining his resolve is crucial if he hopes to reunite with her after the challenges he faces ahead.