In "Istanbul: Memories and the City," Orhan Pamuk reflects on his complex feelings towards Istanbul, describing it as a city filled with remnants of the past and a sense of sadness tied to the decline of empires. This unique atmosphere invokes a deep-seated melancholy in him, one that encompasses the essence of the city itself. He recognizes that many residents of Istanbul share this deep connection with their surroundings.
Throughout his life, Pamuk has grappled with this melancholic sentiment, sometimes fighting against it while at other times embracing it as part of his identity. His experiences and observations shape his understanding of Istanbul, highlighting the city's rich history and the emotional weight carried by its inhabitants. This nuanced perspective offers readers a poignant glimpse into the heart of Istanbul.