He hadn't seen-or heard from-Grey since that day. Had the man been nursing a grudge all this time and finally decided to put paid to Jamie Fraser's account, once and for all? It was the most likely explanation-and unforgivable things had been said on both sides. Worse, both of them had meant the things they said, and both of them knew it. No excuse of hot blood speaking-though, in all justice, his own blood had boiled, and …
Jamie Fraser reflects on his unresolved feelings regarding Grey, who he hasn't seen or heard from since a significant confrontation. The thought that Grey may have been holding onto resentment all this time looms over him, leading Jamie to consider whether this silence indicates a desire for vengeance. Their past arguments hold weight, as they exchanged hurtful words that were deeply felt and meaningful.
Jamie acknowledges that both men truly understood the intensity of their emotions during that tumultuous time. This complexity adds gravity to their history, and while Jamie's own anger played a role in their fallout, the lingering question of Grey's intentions weighs heavily on his mind. The unspoken tension between them suggests an unresolved conflict that could resurface at any moment.
