In this excerpt from "The Gathering Storm" by Robert Jordan, the character Rand is in a state of emotional turmoil. He longs to laugh but finds himself unable to do so, highlighting a deep sense of despair rather than humor. This inability to express joy indicates a profound struggle within him, as he reflects on his situation and the weight of his burdens.

Despite his pain, Rand refrains from shedding tears, emphasizing his emotional resilience and strength, likening his fortitude to steel. In this moment, the anguish of Lews Therin, a part of himself, echoes his own feelings, suggesting that even in isolation, he can draw some comfort from shared sorrow. This passage captures the complexity of Rand's internal conflict and his battle against despair.