Marya experiences intense focus that is often interrupted by aimless daydreaming and overwhelming emotions. During these moments, reading Shakespeare becomes unbearable; the raw truths of Hamlet and the painful insights of Lear penetrate her deeply, leaving a lasting impact on her psyche. Each word resonates painfully, revealing the harsh realities of life and existence that she struggles to confront.

As she grapples with these literary works, Mary's realizations about the futility of cynicism are profound. Authors like Wilde, Hobbes, and Schopenhauer offer little solace, highlighting the inescapable nature of her feelings. She recognizes that even a cynical perspective cannot shield her from the harsh truths embedded in literature, adding to her internal conflict.