Craig found himself in a perplexing dilemma regarding the beginning of his life's story, caught in a cycle of indecision. He believed that engaging in adventurous activities like hang-gliding could spark meaningful experiences, yet he felt he should already be passionate about such pursuits before embarking on them. This contradiction left him questioning whether jumping into any random activity could ever lead to a fulfilling narrative or just an empty experience.
Ultimately, Craig felt trapped in a paradox akin to the chicken-and-egg conundrum, unsure of how to initiate a meaningful life story. His struggle to identify a starting point for his adventures made him doubt the value of his attempts, leading to a sense of futility. The challenge lay in finding genuine interests or activities that could provide the excitement and depth he craved for his life.