I no longer need the body fortress I built. I need to tear down some of the walls, and I need to tear down those walls for me and me alone, no matter what good may come of that demolition. I think of it as undestroying myself.
In her book "Hunger," Roxane Gay reflects on the need to dismantle the protective barriers she has constructed around herself. These barriers, which served as a fortress for her body and emotions, have become limiting. Gay expresses a desire to move beyond these defenses, emphasizing that the process of tearing them down is a personal journey aimed at self-discovery and authenticity.
Gay views this effort as an act of "undestroying" herself, highlighting the importance of reclaiming her identity. While acknowledging that this demolition may yield positive outcomes, she insists it is fundamentally for her own benefit. Through this introspective lens, Gay tackles the complexities of body image and self-acceptance, emphasizing the significance of personal growth.
