There's no initiation either into such mysteries. He has to live in the midst of the incomprehensible, which is also detestable. And it has a fascination, too, that goes to work upon him. The fascination of the abomination-you know, imagine the growing regrets, the longing to escape, the powerless disgust, the surrender, the hate.
In Joseph Conrad's "Heart of Darkness," the protagonist grapples with the complexities of existence in a world filled with incomprehensible and often detestable circumstances. The narrative reflects on the struggle of living in an environment that is both repulsive and intriguing, creating a powerful tension within the character.
This fascination with the darker aspects of life leads to deep emotional turmoil, marked by regrets and a desire for escape. The character...
