In this excerpt from Anaïs Nin's diary, the narrator reflects on their dependency on another person, expressing a sense of personal weakness that has arisen from this reliance. Despite having received guidance, there is a feeling of disappointment in oneself for not acting wisely when it mattered most. This self-criticism highlights a conflict between the desire for support and the need for independence.

The narrator expresses a strong desire to break free from this dependency, stating a need to move on with life, work, and focus on personal growth. There is a clear determination to leave behind the emotional turmoil caused by this relationship, as they believe that distancing themselves is essential for their own well-being and strength. This desire to "forget about all this" suggests a significant shift towards self-empowerment and introspection.