比尔射门后,一点颜色蔓延到了他的脸上,他几乎会y几乎y。这是一个可怕的景象。我记得他曾经告诉我,他是如何被一个酷儿的酷儿提出的,他给了他二十美元。比尔拒绝了,说我认为你不会很满意。比尔抽搐了他的无肉臀部。他说,你应该在裸体中看到我。我真的很可爱。
(After Bill got his shot, a little color crept into his face and he would become almost coy. It was a gruesome sight. I remember once he told me how he'd been propositioned by a queer who offered him twenty dollars. Bill declined, saying I don't think you would be very well satisfied. Bill twitched his fleshless hips. You should see me in the nude, he said. I'm really cute.)
在威廉·S·伯劳斯(William S. Burroughs)的《垃圾》中,角色比尔(Bill)在收到镜头后经历了举止的变化,获得了他脸上的色彩,并变得有些害羞。这种转变是在严峻的现实背景下进行的,突出了成瘾生活中那些人所面临的斗争。比尔的y屈态与他处境的痛苦本质的并置为他的性格增添了深度,揭示了脆弱性和对联系的渴望。
Bill讲述了一种经历,一个人与一个人的命题接触,强调了成瘾界关系的绝望和交易性质。当他拒绝提议时,他对自己的处境保持了幽默感,这意味着他的外表将无法满足提议者的期望。这种互动阐明了比尔的自我意识以及他的生活方式带来的荒谬,增强了整个叙述中存在的身份和生存的主题。