在他看到上帝之后，他已经感觉很好，大约一年了。然后他感到非常难过。比他一生中以前更糟糕。因为有一天，他开始意识到，他再也不会见到上帝了。他将在数十年甚至五十年的时间里过着他的剩余生活，除了他一直看到的东西之外，什么也看不见。我们看到的。他比没有见过上帝的情况更糟。
(After he saw God he felt really good, for around a year. And then he felt really bad. Worse than he ever had before in his life. Because one day it came over him, he began to realize, that he was never going to see God again; he was going to live out his whole remaining life, decades, maybe fifty years, and see nothing but what he had always seen. What we see. He was worse off than if he hadn't seen God.)