他只有在性的痛苦中才对自己的力量感到兴奋,当他没有思想的存在来知道快乐不会永远持续下去,而在自由的冲突中,当他太无辜而知道自己不是自由的时候。
(He had thrilled to his own power only in the throes of sex, when he didn't have the presence of mind to know that pleasure wouldn't last forever, and in the flush of freedom, when he was too innocent to know he wasn't free.Now he seized the power that came from that collision of sex with freedom called love.)