我相信他是故意这样死的。我相信他不想有令人毛骨悚然的时刻,不想让任何人目睹他的最后一口气并被它所困扰,就像他被他母亲的死亡通知电报或他父亲在城市太平间的尸体所困扰一样。(I believe he died this way on purpose. I believe he wanted no chilling moments, no one to witness his last breath and be haunted by it, the way he had been haunted by his mother's death-notice telegram or by his father's corpse in the city morgue.)