他认为，面对自己并坦率地说，我烂了，需要一定的勇气。我做了邪恶，我会再次。这不是偶然的；它从真实的真实的我中散发出来。
(It takes a certain amount of courage, he thought, to face yourself and say with candor, I'm rotten. I've done evil and I will again. It was no accident; it emanated from the true, authentic me.)